I'm sick.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Truth Serum

A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got
A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got

Jamie had a gun just for fun
Johnny was a bum under the sun
Jimbo saw a clown going down
Jane looked brown in her wedding gown

A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got
A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got

Andy had a friend he could bend
Amanda was a gem you could lend
Art saw a flab going drag
Aisha looked sad carrying the flag

A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got
A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got

People seem to change when they don't
They say they'll fix it when they won't
Some stick to the rules, some make their own
Some die together, some die alone

People think they are invincible
They are wrong in principal
Fingerprints say it all
When nature makes its call

Instincts make us act a certain way
So we don't throw opportunity away
In churches the priests will pray
For God to let them stay

A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got
A leopard can't change its spots
they're the only real thing it's got

She crossed the sun
but it was so much fun
She found a loaded gun
and then there were none

She kissed a punk once
She kissed a drunk twice
What an ugly bunch
to have for lunch

She crossed the moon
must have been a loon
She found him at noon
and her heart went boom

She caught a goldfish yesterday
She caught him in the bay
What a tasty catch
for you to snatch

She crossed the sky
thought she could fly
She found a way to die
and the reason why

She smoked a cigarette
She felt regret
What an etiquette
to follow yet

She crossed the sun
but it was so much fun
She crossed the moon
must have been a loon
She crossed the sky
thought she could fly
She crossed them all
and deserved the fall

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The King Is Dead

Let red wine flow like water in the creek
Cabernet Sauvignon or whatever you seek
Let cigarettes burn like trees in the forest
Parliament or something for the poorest

The eyes, the eyes of sin
Have no end nor beginning
That's the beauty of sinning

The less is more fixation will never flex
To the state where simplicity is complex
And thus I accept my eternal fate
Of being nothing more than live bait

The eyes, the eyes of sin
Will terrorise the next of kin
God will never win

Melancholy will not get me far
I am anything but a star
Trapped in a pool of sticky tar
Trying to breath inside a jar

The eyes, the eyes of sin
Have no meaning at all
Into sin we all fall

Cater me with passion fruit
Dress me in a latex suit
Give me a pair of leather boots
And a licence to shoot
Myself in the head
Because Elvis is dead

Addicted Mystic Aladdin

Years have passed, but what have you learned?
Where are the badges you should have earned?
Everyone can see you give up too soon
No kiddin', your eyes are the size of the moon

Years have passed, you should have grown
Smarter and wiser, something should show
You cover you face with a brown paper bag
Because looking in the mirror makes you gag

Stop for a minute and the moment feels wronger
Life in slow-motion seems much longer
Stop for a minute and the moment feels wronger
Life in slow-motion seems much longer

Do you want more? Do you want more?
Do you want more? Do you want more?

Years have passed, but have you listened?
When you lie, your eyes, they glisten
But drugs aren't all you've been passing on
In French they'd call you „un vrai con“

Years have passed, you should just stop
Before you're pulled aside by the cops
A needle a day won't keep the doctor away
Will you keep going, whatever they say?

Because when you
Stop for a minute, the moment feels wronger
Life in slow-motion seems much longer
Stop for a minute and the moment feels wronger
Life in slow-motion seems much longer

Do you want more? Do you want more?
Do you? Do you?

Stop for a minute and the moment feels wronger
Life in slow-motion seems much longer

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Messiah All Mine

Is he coming?
Will he come?
Is he coming?
Will he come?
Is he coming?
Will he come?
Is he coming?
Will he ever come?

We can come together, come together

Santa
God, bring me Jesus for Christmas
I want Jesus for Christmas
I need Jesus for Christmas
I love him

Is he coming?
Will he come?
Is he coming?
Will he come?

We can come together, come together
We can come together
The two of us

Doctor Sheperd
God, save Jesus for me
He can save my soul
After he comes

I know he will be here soon
These things take time
And that I have
Jesus, I am waiting for you

We can come together, come together
Again and again and again and again
We can come together, come together
Come together

Little Miss Sunshine

Candlelight suppers and bloodbaths
A glass of poison, but not for rats
Silly little girls can’t do the math
No vendetta, she just needs the cash

Squeeze the life out of him
For his life is a sin
Make the world a better place
They will throw it in your face
But you don’t mind, no, you don’t mind
Because they will never find
What is left behind

No one knows you were abused
No evidence will be adduced

An accident it was
Without a doubt because
They lack the willpower
However, you my darling
Are too clever
Will they catch you?
I say: „Never!”

So squeeze the life out of him
For his life is a sin
Make the world a better place
They will throw it in your face
But you don’t mind, no, you don’t mind
They will never find
What is left behind

Little Miss Sunshine
Will commit the perfect crime
Little Miss Sunshine
She will do no time
Little Miss Sunshine
Will have it made
Little Miss Sunshine
Will get well paid

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Nutcase

Centuries ago when my self-esteem was running low
I thought to myself I should seek for some help
I went to a shrink who told me to think

She sent me away for twenty one days
The pills that I took changed my whole look
Somehow I felt like my brain would soon melt

I wanted
No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

So
I gave up the pills and gave up the chills
Then I went back to my normal act
My mood was down, I wore a frown
I tried to cope without a rope

For my own sake I couldn’t take
All the nasty words that I heard
I shut myself out on the couch
Maybe they’d stop before I’d drop (dead)

I got
No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

I lost
An eating disorder out of borders
A habit of cutting my skin as a sin
A guy who used me, only abused me
A lifetime of lies, what a surprise

A lifetime of lies, what a surprise
A lifetime of lies, what a surprise

For a little while I had a file
Now I don’t care because I’m not in despair
I’m happy as hell out of my cell
Glad I finally saw I’m not above the law

Now I’ve got
No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Cirque d'Amour

All my girlfriends have boyfriends
And they all have boy friends
Who all have girlfriends
Who all hate me

But where are my friends, where are my friends?

All my boy friends have girlfriends
And they all have girl friends
Who all have boyfriends
Who don’t want me

But where are my friends, where are my friends?

I want to stand out
And I want to shout out
I want to know what it’s all about

I want to stand straight
And I want to act straight
I want to find out how to date

Because all my girlfriends have boyfriends
And all my boyfriends have girlfriends
Every one seems to have a friend
Though they won’t stick till the end
And then I’ll have friends again
I can’t wait – when, when, when?

I should shut up now, I think I’m too loud
I am not proud, but I envy them
Though I am jealous I want what’s best for my friends

I want to stand out
And I want to shout out
I want to know what it’s all about

I want to stand straight
And I want to act straight
I want to find out how to date

But I have to wait, wait, wait
Forget about hate, hate, hate
It is never too late

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Pinch Me, I Must Be Dreaming

It seems like I’m the only one who makes mistakes
It seems like I’m the only one ever blamed
Somehow everyone else seems so fake
They make me feel like I should be ashamed

Just go and leave me alone
Because that’s what you want
I know

These false accusations
The looks you give me
While passing me by

Would you be happy if I went away?

I can’t stand the critissism
I can’t stand the way you act
Like nothing has happened

And yet you’re still mad at me
You’ve understood me so wrong
You’re making me sad for long

Maybe I should never again say a word?
Maybe I should vanish from this world?

I cause so much trouble
I make people believe I’m a liar
Though I don’t lie
I am honestly shy
And I am sorry for whatever pain I have caused you
And I am sorry for whatever things I’ve made you go through
And I am sorry for the lack of a motive
And I am sorry for my thoughts are pollutive

I don’t feel like explaining why
Now it’s my time to say goodbye

Maybe I should never again say a word?
Maybe I should vanish from this world?

I think that would make you guys glad at heart
Perhaps you would stop calling me a tart
If all goes well you’ll stop tearing me apart

I still don’t feel like explaining why
But I still think it’s my turn to say goodbye
La la la la

Thank you for making me feel bad
Thank you for driving me mad
Thank you for making me sad
Thank you for everything I once had

Now it’s my time to say goodbye