Nutcase

Centuries ago when my self-esteem was running low
I thought to myself I should seek for some help
I went to a shrink who told me to think

She sent me away for twenty one days
The pills that I took changed my whole look
Somehow I felt like my brain would soon melt

I wanted
No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

So
I gave up the pills and gave up the chills
Then I went back to my normal act
My mood was down, I wore a frown
I tried to cope without a rope

For my own sake I couldn’t take
All the nasty words that I heard
I shut myself out on the couch
Maybe they’d stop before I’d drop (dead)

I got
No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

I lost
An eating disorder out of borders
A habit of cutting my skin as a sin
A guy who used me, only abused me
A lifetime of lies, what a surprise

A lifetime of lies, what a surprise
A lifetime of lies, what a surprise

For a little while I had a file
Now I don’t care because I’m not in despair
I’m happy as hell out of my cell
Glad I finally saw I’m not above the law

Now I’ve got
No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell

No more shrinks to make me think
No more pills that give me chills
No more worries to lose in a hurry
No more cells that remind me of hell