Sunday, July 22, 2007

Ridiculous

If I had known that it would be this way,
before it was too late
I would have tried to seize the day,
before they closed the gate

My life is like a puzzle, pieces shattered everywhere
To make it work I have to put them together
The hardest thing of all is to dare,
to remember every word and letter

It's all in the past and I guess I should be glad
Nothing matters and it drives me mad
It's all in the past and I guess I should be glad
I try my best but I’m still sad
What if the past is all I have?
What if there’s no tomorrow?
What if I died?

These thoughts make me smile
But just for a while

I’ve taken everything for granted my whole life
My life is fucked and I’m to blame
In my hand I have a knife
Whatever happens, I feel no shame

Until now I never realized that the choices I make
Are what brought me to the point where
I feel the only way is to take
That one step and go anywhere

It's all in the past and I guess I should be glad
Nothing matters and it drives me mad
It's all in the past and I guess I should be glad
I try my best but I’m still sad

And these thoughts make me smile
But just for a while

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